Its been a super long time since i've last posted.
I've decided to blog today, to get everything out of my chest.
This week is a tiring, disappointing, clueless, hopeful, i want to kill cambridge, etc. type of week.
Upon receiving my result slip, in my heart i knew what type of results i would be getting.
But i NEVER EVER expected my DnT to get an E8. The effort put into my coursework, and the results.. i couldn't believe it either. It just tells me that i shouldn't have even taken up DnT.. In denial for a good 2 days.. AM STILL IN DENIAL. Thanks for those that came to ask if i'm fine or comforted me.
Another thing, some students in school dam dam drama. Got dam good results, name got annouced for getting 3 or more As. but in the end, still cry.. Results so good already, still wanna cry until like you fail like that.. power pack uh, this type of people.

I've sort of gotten over the results of my O level results. (actually i haven't)
but the hard part is choosing whats the next step for me?
I've thought of retaking and going back to school. I've thought of going to shatec.I've thought of going to Poly and take a shitty course.
I'm still in a delima of choosing my next step.
Indeed, if i have gotten a better aggregate, i would have had more choices. I don't wanna be so so far away/ being isolated from my friends, and of course Huan Ni. Tell me, who would want that to be isolated.
Although being told alot of times that eventually, we all would be in different schools or same school but different courses, our bond would still be strong as ever. But still..


Back then..
I was never clueless on what to do next.
Never afraid of speaking up.
Never afraid of this or that.
But now..
Take away never and put the word, Am.
Ah, its quite a wordy post. i shall stop already.

GIVE UNTIL THERES NOTHING LEFT

Os have already started, chemistry and english are done and dusted.
tomorrow is the dreaded maths..
study until don't feel like studying anymore.
i just can't wait for the Os to enddd.
everything will just be great!
this will be a short post. will head back to the books already.

i could do everything nicely and proper.
but never ever get recognised..

Labels: jaded..

THE BEST HAS YET TO COME.

well oh well, 2 more days to the prac. scary shittt.
6 more days to the written papers. and again, scary shittt.
i just wish the Os would be over asap!
the plans after Os are just whoa!
guess its the inspirations of the plans after Os that keeps me going on (:
first, work, work and more work to earn some cash.
shopping sprees, ton-ing, staying overnight at friend's place/my place (my parents will be going overseas!!!!) , BBQs, chalets, KELONG at indonesia!! ,etc etc.
so many things to doooooooo.

its just the beginning, we just need to adjust and adapt.
it wouldn't be good keeping things inside, and i would listen to you and i'll be there.

and...
don't worry, the best has yet to come.
the Os will be over in no time and there will be loads of things to do together & with the group(:
imgaine all the fun (:

WE DON'T HAVE TO LOOK BACK.

Well oh well, it’s the study break and the O’s are approaching in 2 weeks time.
Its really scary.. will surely miss the class.
In sec 3, we didn’t really had so much fun.
But in sec 4, things start to change. the bonds we had were really strong.
We were united, we all had loads of fun dissing each other, bully the teachers, the classic stunts we always do and never fail to laugh at it, etc.
Never will I forget the people in my class and what we all have done together(:

Alrights, well I’ve said that I would want my Fridays to be power pack and it was for last Friday(:
Stayed over at huan ni’s place, had steam boat at her house too.
Gossiped, slacked/chilled, tv-ed, etc.
Didn’t have much sleep la! Its like only 2 hours of sleep?
Some more after we went back home, I still went out!
Went to the converse warehouse sale with huan ni.
But it was crap. The shoes there were like imported from Thailand la! The shoes like never see before. Nothing caught my eye and we spent only 10 mins there and left. After that met up with des at kovan, went to eat and then studied at my crib(:

Today was a great day(:
Had soccer, my team won 4-1, I scored 3 goals!! Hat trick(:
And we played against our school’s soccer coach team eh!
Best part, my dad got sent off as he didn’t like the ref’s decision. Pointed the middle finger at him. And then when the ref sent him off, he spit at him.
First time I see him like that man!
Alrights it’s a long post already, stopping soon.

Grandma, its been 3 years since I felt your presence.
The new house, the neighbours that you could befriend with, and everything great but you’re not here to enjoy it.. I know that in the past I did loads and loads of things that would hurt your feelings.. but well, I could only use the reason of “I was young and wasn’t sensible to my actions” they always say, you would only cherish the precious/important things once they no longer belong to you or isn’t around anymore. I miss your naggings, the great food that you’ve cooked,etc. well hope you’re enjoying time with grandpa(:





when you say never…..i say lie
when you always….i say true
when you say love…



I say you.

this post will be kinda long, but bear with me! there will be pics at the end of the post(:

fridays will always be fridays(: today was the B.O.M.B!
today in class everyone was like camwhoring!
i know my phone's camera good la(: chey!
so, after school the destination was my crib(:
zuo yang, wei loon, ben, jia wei, raja, cheng yue and eilene( she left when we went to swim)
scenario 1; headed to the swimming pool.
did somersaults and power bombs into the pool!swam a little but got a little bored and headed over to the slide.
since jia wei came to my house and played the slide with me and the rest before, he knew what i was going to do and offered raja to go first( raja's first time coming to my house)
so raja went down innocently, and i quickly slide down and gave him a kick. there goes his moaning/ cursing and swearing! normal for us to hear all these.
scenario 2; headed to the steam bath room.
damn! the last time i used it was when faris lai ,keran and andy came over to my house. the room was still working perfectly fine the steam was great.
but today, it failed on us. only a little steam was observed(chemistry has gotten into me..)
well, we played batsu (a no laughing game, my class usually plays this game during boring lessons and assembly(: )
raja got hit the most! that malay. OPPS! my bad.
after the steam bath was the jacuzzi.
imagine 7 people fitting into a small space.
before going into the jacuzzi, the water level was full.
come out uh! the water level like half only.
1st of the best part; the place became a swamp.
we started spitting each other the water inside the jacuzzi.
basket! like war zone only! dirty some more!
thats why the water level became half(: splashed alot alot alot of water at each other too.
apparently we became like 12 year old kids.
scenario 3; we headed back to the swimming pool.
did loads of somersaults and power bombs. tried to do back flip but it failed.
then we decided to have a "wrestling match"
i climbed onto zuo yang's shoulders and ben got onto wei loon's shoulders.
hands are only allowed and have to push your "opponent" into the water.
so raja wanted to try as he thought it was fun. (zuo yang and me already planned to give raja a "good time")
2nd best part;
so when raja got onto zuo yang's shoulders and was ready to wrestle ben, i quickly gave him a stunner.(oh well, jian hao will surely be appluasing me for this(: ) there goes his moaning/cursing and swearing. okay la, sorry mate! all in the name of fun(:
scenario 4; headed back to the slide. last but NEVER the least, best part.
and so raja got accustomed to kicking of people while sliding down the slide, he decided to use it on jia wei.
he saw jia wei sliding down slowly and took his chance, but being a typical person, he sort of slipped and hit his head on the slide! we were all laughing! shiok or not uh raja! (:
so after all these we headed back to my house to bathe and went to eat.
today was pure fun/AWESOME!
you just gotta be there to experience it!
raja's moanings/cursing and swearing. raja's bangala accent( obviously making fun of me). the name callings,racist remarks(why do malays don't have to pay school fees!!!) all the ACCIDENTS/STUNTS that had happened! actually all this happens everyday in class! my class power la! (: i'm happy being 4e1(:
*all in the name of fun!*
well i'm done for the post and now for pictures!




i'll be the sister and you'll be the brother(:





























model of the year(:











































6 guys and one girl.
oh yes, we're in the girl's toilet!













desmond, let me give you a kiss(:













he needs a spanking to move faster!




























click to enlarge.
see what books me thomas and raja are holding(:












i showed zuo yang this picture and he laughed immediately.(because of raja's face)
FACE OF THE YEAR 2008! (RAJA'S FACE)























and i hope there isn't any problems in viewing this post in internet explorer!
if there is, go get firefox!!
alrights, i'm off!
CIAOS!

well oh well, its been so so long since i posted.
figured that i used my comp today.(the dreadful Os..)
well, prelims are just whoa, got a score of 28 points. failed maths, science and POA.
oh well for poa, i ain't going for the O level exams.(a picture of my poa paper will be up)
but for maths and science, its time to buck up!
everything has been really great(:

classes nowadays are fun, loads of laughters and jokes.(imagine the racist remarks, name callings,"bullying" of teachers AND the classic one that happened recently. shi quan wanted to become a "joker" strangled bob with a towel (it was after pe) and thought it was a joke but turned out that the joke was on him.
made DK super furious, made the class laugh at his actions and the face of being malu-ed. gotta be in my class and you'll know the situation. shi quan, act cute ah!

well, its quite a long post i should say!
guess i'm stopping here.
and now, the the poa papers(:

works of me,raja and samantha(:
click to enlarge to see the 3 papers!

alright, fridays are the best time of the week for me.
i would always try to make plans for my fridays(:
yesterday was seesha-ing.
huge dose of seesha and the cancer sticks
had loads of fun yesterday, there were alot of people around as well!
if i ain't wrong there were close to 20 people!

well the Os are just round the corner, time to just concentrate on it and get into the desired course i wanna go.
oh ya! speaking of this, i'm happy for my D&T(: my journal was good and i had a good mark(:
step into the exam hall, and even if i score 50/100 for my written paper. i'll still get A2(: but... i'll be aiming for an A1(:
i'll post up the pics for yesterday when i get the pics from quin weng and ashley!
i'm off.

a man with a piercing is better prepared for a relationship...... he has experienced pain and bought jewellery(:

Its been a super long time since i've last posted.
I've decided to blog today, to get everything out of my chest.
This week is a tiring, disappointing, clueless, hopeful, i want to kill cambridge, etc. type of week.
Upon receiving my result slip, in my heart i knew what type of results i would be getting.
But i NEVER EVER expected my DnT to get an E8. The effort put into my coursework, and the results.. i couldn't believe it either. It just tells me that i shouldn't have even taken up DnT.. In denial for a good 2 days.. AM STILL IN DENIAL. Thanks for those that came to ask if i'm fine or comforted me.
Another thing, some students in school dam dam drama. Got dam good results, name got annouced for getting 3 or more As. but in the end, still cry.. Results so good already, still wanna cry until like you fail like that.. power pack uh, this type of people.

I've sort of gotten over the results of my O level results. (actually i haven't)
but the hard part is choosing whats the next step for me?
I've thought of retaking and going back to school. I've thought of going to shatec.I've thought of going to Poly and take a shitty course.
I'm still in a delima of choosing my next step.
Indeed, if i have gotten a better aggregate, i would have had more choices. I don't wanna be so so far away/ being isolated from my friends, and of course Huan Ni. Tell me, who would want that to be isolated.
Although being told alot of times that eventually, we all would be in different schools or same school but different courses, our bond would still be strong as ever. But still..


Back then..
I was never clueless on what to do next.
Never afraid of speaking up.
Never afraid of this or that.
But now..
Take away never and put the word, Am.
Ah, its quite a wordy post. i shall stop already.

GIVE UNTIL THERES NOTHING LEFT

Os have already started, chemistry and english are done and dusted.
tomorrow is the dreaded maths..
study until don't feel like studying anymore.
i just can't wait for the Os to enddd.
everything will just be great!
this will be a short post. will head back to the books already.

i could do everything nicely and proper.
but never ever get recognised..

Labels: jaded..

THE BEST HAS YET TO COME.

well oh well, 2 more days to the prac. scary shittt.
6 more days to the written papers. and again, scary shittt.
i just wish the Os would be over asap!
the plans after Os are just whoa!
guess its the inspirations of the plans after Os that keeps me going on (:
first, work, work and more work to earn some cash.
shopping sprees, ton-ing, staying overnight at friend's place/my place (my parents will be going overseas!!!!) , BBQs, chalets, KELONG at indonesia!! ,etc etc.
so many things to doooooooo.

its just the beginning, we just need to adjust and adapt.
it wouldn't be good keeping things inside, and i would listen to you and i'll be there.

and...
don't worry, the best has yet to come.
the Os will be over in no time and there will be loads of things to do together & with the group(:
imgaine all the fun (:

WE DON'T HAVE TO LOOK BACK.

Well oh well, it’s the study break and the O’s are approaching in 2 weeks time.
Its really scary.. will surely miss the class.
In sec 3, we didn’t really had so much fun.
But in sec 4, things start to change. the bonds we had were really strong.
We were united, we all had loads of fun dissing each other, bully the teachers, the classic stunts we always do and never fail to laugh at it, etc.
Never will I forget the people in my class and what we all have done together(:

Alrights, well I’ve said that I would want my Fridays to be power pack and it was for last Friday(:
Stayed over at huan ni’s place, had steam boat at her house too.
Gossiped, slacked/chilled, tv-ed, etc.
Didn’t have much sleep la! Its like only 2 hours of sleep?
Some more after we went back home, I still went out!
Went to the converse warehouse sale with huan ni.
But it was crap. The shoes there were like imported from Thailand la! The shoes like never see before. Nothing caught my eye and we spent only 10 mins there and left. After that met up with des at kovan, went to eat and then studied at my crib(:

Today was a great day(:
Had soccer, my team won 4-1, I scored 3 goals!! Hat trick(:
And we played against our school’s soccer coach team eh!
Best part, my dad got sent off as he didn’t like the ref’s decision. Pointed the middle finger at him. And then when the ref sent him off, he spit at him.
First time I see him like that man!
Alrights it’s a long post already, stopping soon.

Grandma, its been 3 years since I felt your presence.
The new house, the neighbours that you could befriend with, and everything great but you’re not here to enjoy it.. I know that in the past I did loads and loads of things that would hurt your feelings.. but well, I could only use the reason of “I was young and wasn’t sensible to my actions” they always say, you would only cherish the precious/important things once they no longer belong to you or isn’t around anymore. I miss your naggings, the great food that you’ve cooked,etc. well hope you’re enjoying time with grandpa(:





when you say never…..i say lie
when you always….i say true
when you say love…



I say you.

this post will be kinda long, but bear with me! there will be pics at the end of the post(:

fridays will always be fridays(: today was the B.O.M.B!
today in class everyone was like camwhoring!
i know my phone's camera good la(: chey!
so, after school the destination was my crib(:
zuo yang, wei loon, ben, jia wei, raja, cheng yue and eilene( she left when we went to swim)
scenario 1; headed to the swimming pool.
did somersaults and power bombs into the pool!swam a little but got a little bored and headed over to the slide.
since jia wei came to my house and played the slide with me and the rest before, he knew what i was going to do and offered raja to go first( raja's first time coming to my house)
so raja went down innocently, and i quickly slide down and gave him a kick. there goes his moaning/ cursing and swearing! normal for us to hear all these.
scenario 2; headed to the steam bath room.
damn! the last time i used it was when faris lai ,keran and andy came over to my house. the room was still working perfectly fine the steam was great.
but today, it failed on us. only a little steam was observed(chemistry has gotten into me..)
well, we played batsu (a no laughing game, my class usually plays this game during boring lessons and assembly(: )
raja got hit the most! that malay. OPPS! my bad.
after the steam bath was the jacuzzi.
imagine 7 people fitting into a small space.
before going into the jacuzzi, the water level was full.
come out uh! the water level like half only.
1st of the best part; the place became a swamp.
we started spitting each other the water inside the jacuzzi.
basket! like war zone only! dirty some more!
thats why the water level became half(: splashed alot alot alot of water at each other too.
apparently we became like 12 year old kids.
scenario 3; we headed back to the swimming pool.
did loads of somersaults and power bombs. tried to do back flip but it failed.
then we decided to have a "wrestling match"
i climbed onto zuo yang's shoulders and ben got onto wei loon's shoulders.
hands are only allowed and have to push your "opponent" into the water.
so raja wanted to try as he thought it was fun. (zuo yang and me already planned to give raja a "good time")
2nd best part;
so when raja got onto zuo yang's shoulders and was ready to wrestle ben, i quickly gave him a stunner.(oh well, jian hao will surely be appluasing me for this(: ) there goes his moaning/cursing and swearing. okay la, sorry mate! all in the name of fun(:
scenario 4; headed back to the slide. last but NEVER the least, best part.
and so raja got accustomed to kicking of people while sliding down the slide, he decided to use it on jia wei.
he saw jia wei sliding down slowly and took his chance, but being a typical person, he sort of slipped and hit his head on the slide! we were all laughing! shiok or not uh raja! (:
so after all these we headed back to my house to bathe and went to eat.
today was pure fun/AWESOME!
you just gotta be there to experience it!
raja's moanings/cursing and swearing. raja's bangala accent( obviously making fun of me). the name callings,racist remarks(why do malays don't have to pay school fees!!!) all the ACCIDENTS/STUNTS that had happened! actually all this happens everyday in class! my class power la! (: i'm happy being 4e1(:
*all in the name of fun!*
well i'm done for the post and now for pictures!




i'll be the sister and you'll be the brother(:





























model of the year(:











































6 guys and one girl.
oh yes, we're in the girl's toilet!













desmond, let me give you a kiss(:













he needs a spanking to move faster!




























click to enlarge.
see what books me thomas and raja are holding(:












i showed zuo yang this picture and he laughed immediately.(because of raja's face)
FACE OF THE YEAR 2008! (RAJA'S FACE)























and i hope there isn't any problems in viewing this post in internet explorer!
if there is, go get firefox!!
alrights, i'm off!
CIAOS!

well oh well, its been so so long since i posted.
figured that i used my comp today.(the dreadful Os..)
well, prelims are just whoa, got a score of 28 points. failed maths, science and POA.
oh well for poa, i ain't going for the O level exams.(a picture of my poa paper will be up)
but for maths and science, its time to buck up!
everything has been really great(:

classes nowadays are fun, loads of laughters and jokes.(imagine the racist remarks, name callings,"bullying" of teachers AND the classic one that happened recently. shi quan wanted to become a "joker" strangled bob with a towel (it was after pe) and thought it was a joke but turned out that the joke was on him.
made DK super furious, made the class laugh at his actions and the face of being malu-ed. gotta be in my class and you'll know the situation. shi quan, act cute ah!

well, its quite a long post i should say!
guess i'm stopping here.
and now, the the poa papers(:

works of me,raja and samantha(:
click to enlarge to see the 3 papers!

alright, fridays are the best time of the week for me.
i would always try to make plans for my fridays(:
yesterday was seesha-ing.
huge dose of seesha and the cancer sticks
had loads of fun yesterday, there were alot of people around as well!
if i ain't wrong there were close to 20 people!

well the Os are just round the corner, time to just concentrate on it and get into the desired course i wanna go.
oh ya! speaking of this, i'm happy for my D&T(: my journal was good and i had a good mark(:
step into the exam hall, and even if i score 50/100 for my written paper. i'll still get A2(: but... i'll be aiming for an A1(:
i'll post up the pics for yesterday when i get the pics from quin weng and ashley!
i'm off.

a man with a piercing is better prepared for a relationship...... he has experienced pain and bought jewellery(: