haizzzzz... i'm gonna die of boredom... another 10 more hours to the last and final COE match... against west zone... hope to win them... i'm just lost for words... the message i recieved yesterday... wad eilene told me.. the way she replied my messages... i guess its over bahx... i just can't concentrate on wad i'm trying to do... its like u're always appearing on my mind... i just can't take the fact that he is gonna be with u just like that*snap* u dun hab to tell mi u're not gonna choose any1... its alrdy obvious... even the ppl around me tells mi its hopeless getting u... but still i won't give up till the end... i just hope u would just put sense into my head... telling mi the truth... just tell mi, is he the one u're gonna be with. haiz... dun wish to write anymore... i just hope u would just be frank with me now......