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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
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i hope it wouldn't be the last day i'm sending you home.
i hope it wouldn't be the last day i'm holding your hand.
i hope it wouldn't be the last day that i can say i love you to you.
i hope it wouldn't be the last day i called u my baby.
i hope it wouldn't be the last kiss.
i hope it wouldn't be the last hug.
i'm hoping for all those.
i'm keeping my hopes high.
yes i told u to make ur decision, but u musn't be implusive, i don't want you to regret ur decision.
its difficult for both of us. my answer is obvious, i wanna be with u. yes, i told u to make a decision. think about it carefully. think it over twice if not thrice.
i know ur reasons, i will surely respect ur decision.
but it'll be hard for me. i really don't wanna lose u just like that.
u know i love you and i do know you love me.
the past 5 months was just awesome! i could never express wad it felt like but its just sooooooo wonderful.
u're the ONE AND ONLY that i LOVE THIS MUCH. u change my life totally when u came into it. ILOVEYOU(:
its really hard. i know its hard for you too.
we're still together, but tomorrow we might never be as one forever.
but still, i'll respect ur decision. give me ur answer when i meet u in school.

baby, i'm keeping my hopes real high,
don't say goodbye.
i know there are some factors to consider,
but i'm hoping we can still be together.
when i first met you, u made my life complete,
just by thinking of you, makes my heart skip a beat.
as the months pass, we fell more in love and were less aware,
of how life turns out to be unfair.
iloveyou,
and i know you do too.
(baby this is for you, i love you and my love for you will never change at all(: )


alrights this have to be a long post. just one more paragraph.
its to this particular person. i know u'll be reading my blog, but i shan't say any names.
here goes..
u said in ur blog about god's love, he will love you and stuffs.
but u haven thought of this.. god wants you to love everyone including the ppl around you.
but i guess u're being a hypocrite i must say. trying different means and ways to ruin things for me and my gf.
i won't say u have suceeded, but i must say u're someone so heartless..
i don't think she have done anything bad or harmful to you, but why must u do stuffs to hurt her??
i don't see a need to do that?? it pretty much sums up that u're just jealous of her, that i can say.
u're jealous of her looking better than you, being more popular, and she has got some1 who loves her alot, well i guess u don't have any of the above. but u don't have to resort to all these.
u don't look like an evil person, but ur actions make u one.

i shall stop here.
*it took me about 1 hour to post this up..*
*baby girl, i love you!i'm keeping my hopes high!(:*