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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
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I HAD FUN TODAY!
WILD WILD WET WITH QUIN WENG, FARIS EUGENE AND HUAN NI!
whoa! we loaned a camera for free and the camera is waterproof.
took lots of pics. (pics on the next post)
after wild wild wet, made our way down to marina bay for steam boat.
met up with cress roselyn and beryl.(after that my girl came(: )
left with my girl to doby ghuat(i think i spelt it wrongly, well who cares..)
ate at LJS.
yes the time i had with u, i was smiling all the while.
when i reached back home, i was feeling a little down.
girl, i'm missing u sooo badly.
if i'm feeling sad, would u know??
if i'm feeling happy, would u know??
oh well, its alright. u're happy, i'm happy.

okays woke up at around 11.10
called CRESS as she missed call me.
talked till 12 something.
yeah common things uh!
i understand, in fact, we both understand.
well it can't be helped.

FALLEN FROM GRACE.
ALL OVER THE PLACE.

*u haven failed.if u have, den i have failed too. we're both same. u said it takes 2 hands to clap.
baby, i'm not asking alot. yes i'm really want you to love me as much as i'm loving you. but i guess i'm asking too much from you. i've done everything for you, but i guess i've done it wrongly. but i'm sure i made alot of sacrifices for you too. left my friends for you. will you make the same sacrifices for me too?? maybe you will, but maybe half-heartedly. i don't want you to be reluctant in doing things for me as it wouldn't serve any purpose in doing it for me. it wouldn't have any meaning behind it.yes i do wish it was u loving me that way. but we're all different.but wad i'm asking for is for you to think about it. think about whether the things i've done for you, touched u in any ways? cause i've spent a long time thinking of wad to do next to make u smile and make u happy. yes, to me, i know in my heart i've made u happy in alot of ways. but will you do the same for me? i've lots of things to ask. but i wouldn't wanna voice it out as i'm afraid that things may go downwards for me. i'm afraid of alot of things in fact. LOSING YOU is the thing i'm MOST AFRAID of. but i guess i can't possibly make you stay if u wanted to break up with me. but do put urself in my shoes too. how would i feel if you were to do things for me, sacrifice for me. but i didn't do it in return, how would u feel? u would be thinking alot, asking ur self frequent questions.*

*but still the bottomline is that i do love you, i'm not letting this relationship go to a waste just like that. if we have any problems, we should face it together. baby, give me ur hand we'll walk through it together alrights? i'll never leave u in a lurch. i guess i shouldn't be caring about the first point, its about the second point. not leaving the person u love in a lurch. baby, ILOVEYOU, YES I DO.*