Its been a super long time since i've last posted.
I've decided to blog today, to get everything out of my chest.
This week is a tiring, disappointing, clueless, hopeful, i want to kill cambridge, etc. type of week.
Upon receiving my result slip, in my heart i knew what type of results i would be getting.
But i NEVER EVER expected my DnT to get an E8. The effort put into my coursework, and the results.. i couldn't believe it either. It just tells me that i shouldn't have even taken up DnT.. In denial for a good 2 days.. AM STILL IN DENIAL. Thanks for those that came to ask if i'm fine or comforted me.
Another thing, some students in school dam dam drama. Got dam good results, name got annouced for getting 3 or more As. but in the end, still cry.. Results so good already, still wanna cry until like you fail like that.. power pack uh, this type of people.

I've sort of gotten over the results of my O level results. (actually i haven't)
but the hard part is choosing whats the next step for me?
I've thought of retaking and going back to school. I've thought of going to shatec.I've thought of going to Poly and take a shitty course.
I'm still in a delima of choosing my next step.
Indeed, if i have gotten a better aggregate, i would have had more choices. I don't wanna be so so far away/ being isolated from my friends, and of course Huan Ni. Tell me, who would want that to be isolated.
Although being told alot of times that eventually, we all would be in different schools or same school but different courses, our bond would still be strong as ever. But still..


Back then..
I was never clueless on what to do next.
Never afraid of speaking up.
Never afraid of this or that.
But now..
Take away never and put the word, Am.
Ah, its quite a wordy post. i shall stop already.

Its been a super long time since i've last posted.
I've decided to blog today, to get everything out of my chest.
This week is a tiring, disappointing, clueless, hopeful, i want to kill cambridge, etc. type of week.
Upon receiving my result slip, in my heart i knew what type of results i would be getting.
But i NEVER EVER expected my DnT to get an E8. The effort put into my coursework, and the results.. i couldn't believe it either. It just tells me that i shouldn't have even taken up DnT.. In denial for a good 2 days.. AM STILL IN DENIAL. Thanks for those that came to ask if i'm fine or comforted me.
Another thing, some students in school dam dam drama. Got dam good results, name got annouced for getting 3 or more As. but in the end, still cry.. Results so good already, still wanna cry until like you fail like that.. power pack uh, this type of people.

I've sort of gotten over the results of my O level results. (actually i haven't)
but the hard part is choosing whats the next step for me?
I've thought of retaking and going back to school. I've thought of going to shatec.I've thought of going to Poly and take a shitty course.
I'm still in a delima of choosing my next step.
Indeed, if i have gotten a better aggregate, i would have had more choices. I don't wanna be so so far away/ being isolated from my friends, and of course Huan Ni. Tell me, who would want that to be isolated.
Although being told alot of times that eventually, we all would be in different schools or same school but different courses, our bond would still be strong as ever. But still..


Back then..
I was never clueless on what to do next.
Never afraid of speaking up.
Never afraid of this or that.
But now..
Take away never and put the word, Am.
Ah, its quite a wordy post. i shall stop already.